*Whew* A sigh of Relief...

Things finally got settled between me and Tyler, thank God. After that nasty email I sent him, accusing him of just wanting me as a fuck buddy when he came home, we swapped a couple of emails, and he said that he didn't want that, and he wasn't trying to get back together. He just wants to be friends and keep in touch. I guess he's pretty lonely out there in New Mexico, he doesn't really have a lot of time to talk to his friends from home. So anyway, when he comes up, I'll hang out with him for a little bit. He wanted me to tell Carl he was coming too, so that they could catch up. I'm just...really relieved. I've been stressin' hardcore for the past couple of days. The only thing is--I'm not sure if he said that because I told him I was dating someone, etc, or because that's what he really wanted from the beginning. Hmmmm... doesn't matter tho. Whatever. I'd be more than happy to catch up with him, I still want him as a friend even though things ended badly between us. Life's too short to go burning bridges, and one needs all the friends they can get. So...yeah. That's good. I'm glad that things are finally somewhat settled. I'll be sure to tell Chad too, cause I'm sure he's been stressing, even though he won't admit it. I don't blame him if he was, but that's just like him to always say he's "Ok" no matter what's happening. I think he was more worried to lose me than he let on.